had a migraine @ 5PM. decided to sleep. but the dog keeps on barking that i can't close my eyes into rest. night covers the city out. days start to get shorter. rained again. shattering thunder. wore my cardigan. over the phone with bulitas. talked nasty things. talked even nastier things. laughed my ass off. hang up. went to the nearest pizzeria. went home. nice to have a loving mum. 2 more sleeps. hell again.

P.S.
saw my mum teary-eyed tonight. still wondering.